My life feels like it's in turmoil, and I feel like I don't have a second to breathe. Joe and I talked about the fact that stuff like this happens before every single youth ministry outing. I'm not one to blame everything on the devil, but I really feel like prior to these kind of events, Satan tries to take me out by pummeling my life and trying to wear me down so I'm useless when I get there. I'm going to have a tough time at camp leaving behind the stuff going on at work, cathie in mexico and the well-being of my kids while I'm away.